4 October 2008

She realized…

She realized now,
It’s like in the Batman movie it says,
“It’s not who you are that defines you
It’s what you do”,
Many things she wants to do,
She wondered would it be just talking more than action.
She wondered…

She realized not too push herself too much,
A little pressure is good,
But too much can be chaotic,
Or rather hazardous,
She realized,

Rather than too worry too much of what is going to happen,
She better concentrate on what is happening,
“Many are too busy to LIVE rather than LIVING”
She realized…

She realized,
Life is not about others,
Is about her and others,
She tends to forget about HER,
The need to be selfish is sometimes essential,
But sometimes it’s eating her from inside,
She needs to find balance,
Between what she wants and others demand,
It’s not like you live in this world alone,
Balance is the break point,
She realized…

Now she feels a little relief,
For she knows what she needed to do,
But from time to time she does feel lost,
She hopes for the best,
The strength that she needed,

She realized….

28 September 2008

She is confused now,
Her road seemed to be very long,
And she thought she had lost her way.
What can she do?

She felt empty inside,
There is a huge space inside her heart,
She never felt this way before,
What does this mean?
She does not know,
She feels lost.

Along the way,
She meets a lot of people,
She sees a lot of things,
Make her confused,
Make her felt lost,
What does this mean?
She does not know.

This does not mean she lost everything,
She gain some knowledge,
Met a lot of people,
Some she called friends,
Some she called acquaintances,
Some she called no-so-friendly friends,
Some she called jokers,
Some she called family,
What does this mean?
She does not know.

Never a lover,
Never too close,
For she feared,
Feared of uncertainty,
Feared of herself,
Look into the mirror,
She almost can’t recognize the girl look at her,
What does this mean?
She does not know.

Deep down her heart,
She prayed for strength,
She prayed for hope,
For a better tomorrow.
She hoped…