4 October 2008

She realized…

She realized now,
It’s like in the Batman movie it says,
“It’s not who you are that defines you
It’s what you do”,
Many things she wants to do,
She wondered would it be just talking more than action.
She wondered…

She realized not too push herself too much,
A little pressure is good,
But too much can be chaotic,
Or rather hazardous,
She realized,

Rather than too worry too much of what is going to happen,
She better concentrate on what is happening,
“Many are too busy to LIVE rather than LIVING”
She realized…

She realized,
Life is not about others,
Is about her and others,
She tends to forget about HER,
The need to be selfish is sometimes essential,
But sometimes it’s eating her from inside,
She needs to find balance,
Between what she wants and others demand,
It’s not like you live in this world alone,
Balance is the break point,
She realized…

Now she feels a little relief,
For she knows what she needed to do,
But from time to time she does feel lost,
She hopes for the best,
The strength that she needed,

She realized….

28 September 2008

She is confused now,
Her road seemed to be very long,
And she thought she had lost her way.
What can she do?

She felt empty inside,
There is a huge space inside her heart,
She never felt this way before,
What does this mean?
She does not know,
She feels lost.

Along the way,
She meets a lot of people,
She sees a lot of things,
Make her confused,
Make her felt lost,
What does this mean?
She does not know.

This does not mean she lost everything,
She gain some knowledge,
Met a lot of people,
Some she called friends,
Some she called acquaintances,
Some she called no-so-friendly friends,
Some she called jokers,
Some she called family,
What does this mean?
She does not know.

Never a lover,
Never too close,
For she feared,
Feared of uncertainty,
Feared of herself,
Look into the mirror,
She almost can’t recognize the girl look at her,
What does this mean?
She does not know.

Deep down her heart,
She prayed for strength,
She prayed for hope,
For a better tomorrow.
She hoped…

19 June 2007



Many had happened along these two weeks and there are values that I had learnt. Easier said than done they said. I totally agree with that cause actions speak louder than words.



One could easily list down endless number of morale and principles in life that one should lead, but how many exactly actually lead life by those rules in life?



I viewed at people having strong principle(s) in life with great admiration. It is not easy to hold on to your belief, when the world is constantly changing. I, myself am still struggling to know what is my strong foundation in life.

Because this is a crucial one, this determines where you stand in this battle, called LIFE.

I was quite an observant. I loved to see and interpret what i preceived, let it be a situation that totally unrelated to me or maybe i observed a person's character. Guess what??? Human makes mistakes, and so did i.

There were so many type of person in this world. Everyone that we met, at least for the first time, is masked, and eventually we would get to know the real person behind that mask. And let me tell you how wrong one could be, to assume something that was totally unTRUE.

So tell me this, they said first impression was the most important and it was very difficult to change. However, many a time i found out that, this was not necessarily correct. Someone that maybe always smiling to you and treat you well may end up back stabbing you. So sad!!

Whatever the situation is, it is always important for us to stay true to ourselves. How we treat and reacted to a person might be how others treat us. HATE is a very strong and hurting word.

Don't do to others as what others undone to you...